I tossed and turned in bed as I tried to fall asleep tonight. I couldn't help but think about all those things we had talked about. It seems so crazy that all this could have happened to two strange individuals in such a short span of time. And yet, here we are! Despite everything we'd been through, despite the ghosts of our pasts, living! Alive! Able to tell the story, to live the story, to write it as we go along... together.
And yet, do you know what scares me the most? It is the way I have so completely fallen, the way I have surrendered myself so completely to Fate, to the hands of someone else rather than my own. In a way, I guess this should all seem so familliar to me... I mean wasn't it not too long ago when I firmly believed that a single kiss could solve anything? Yes, dearest, I believed in things like fairy tales and true love, but then something happened...something that made it all change. I guess we loose sight of these things as we grow, as we experience dissapointments... so let it be known now, how you have brought that feeling back, like the first birdsong after a long winterspell, the first flowers that peek from their ice-cold beds. And now, I'm not afraid to say it... to say those three words. Without a trace of irony, without a hint of cynicism, without a thought; "I love you," and that's a scary feeling isn't it? To have so completely fallen for someone else,with no way of knowing for sure how the other person feels about you? But I guess that's just how love works, you just gotta go with Rule Number 1.
I know things have been trying, I know we've had our share of drama! But I also know this, that no matter what, I will always stand by you, and we would face it together. Let the world choose to disagree, let them say what they want to say. Besides, don't you love a good debate? I guess we'll just have to prove them wrong :)